image of me

this thought demands i protect myself, algorithms that alter brain chemistry, clean clothes on a dirty body, things poking out of things, all of it collapsing suddenly giving the appearance of unity, uncomfortable shoes, cold blooded creatures, when we took off the shell all you could see was this soft material, the places where there once was a form of attachment, a muscle designed to cling, everything touching everything all the time, levels of friction, sounds as a result of critical mass, egg clutch, body parts as integral extensions of consciousness, leave me alone or i won't get any real work done, so then it goes to the idea that these emotions generate awareness in me, hatching, you could see the whole heart just beating away, i don't need you to do anything but listen, map stuff, all of me all of the time, where did you go now?, here i will try and manipulate you with these clumsy tools, the turn yourself inside out move, come back come back i want to play again, slurp, come closer, get away from me, lift me up, i need help, stop that, where am i?, shhhhh, they way you know that one, the too much never enoughness forever kiss of this, wanting wants, 5d nature expressed in undulating narratives which alone are relatively static, the smells we don't have anymore, i don't want the carrot to dissolve, what stories will i tell then?, naked time is mandatory for overall health, just cause i don't call you on your bullshit doesn't mean i don't notice, this goes to the merit of some varieties of neglect, each member of the group was chosen to represent a body part of the subject, it doesn't take a second to feel that pain, your organs are a set of agreements, teachers who hate to learn, the crisis that comes when you see that your value has never been in what you do or try to do, my goodness, the circuit still works, the ability to discern, brilliantcrystalsmoonstonesandopals brand, industries based on exploitive practices, cities designed to facilitate this economy, so cranky, i don't understand, discernement's relation to dissection, physical or energetic tools, concretized versions of concepts, ideas as a form of matter, seriously feel your abdomen, core binarism, not for an hour, puddle of fluid, identifying the layers, labia minora, image of me, memories of kitchens, memories are images r us, i can hardly believe i am actually doing it, whatever hairs that are left, pudgy soil, plump earth, engorged river, pink dolphin kisses, all the aspects of water as a metaphor, symbols as a way to trigger complex angles, nothing there until you notice the feeling of pressure you have from the weight of your own clothes on your skin, teeth showing smile,