forgetting what is inside, making more coffee, bilateral split, help me get that outta there, which grey is best? complete and utter disinterest, flat tires, i don't understand what is happening to me, it doesn't seem possible, me looking though my eyes that were not my eyes, touching my face, it just happened, what can i tell you?, if you do or don't do something will happen, that was the internal dialogue for sure, where are we going again?, the need to make contact, you want connection, problems that come from the mind creating recursive loops that bypass the ability to be intimate therefore reducing the ability to meet real needs, thin crystal egg shell, this is not personal though it happens to you, overlapping venn diagrams of selves, that inside is outside, exhaust that muscle to the point where it is finally ready to collapse, edges of unworthiness, something sharp and inflexible inside of a blob of tissue, requests to meet needs, there is no possibility that nobody understands what you are talking about, the concept of your own mortality, i don't want to be reminded so go away, it's actually all you want, wanting it all to your selfness, how that is impossible as well, those super hot kisses in the undergrad gallery, just get away from me, i do way better at a distance, learned incompetency, relationships are stronger if they remain invisible, messier than usual, trust what?, i need all this time to myself, hormonal fluctuations, ornate mythologies, the expression of unconscious material, how we see it in others, hold it right up to my face, it felt so soft, bag made of fat filled with water, logos for things, spreading and parting, sifting and sorting, know about what?, drained that resevoir, messier than usual, the pot is for stirring, compersion meditation, all my hair is falling out, keepitcomfybrand, others as self regulation devices, both given to both, harmonizing layers, lovebug, why are you so cute?, mind blowing for beginners, love school, orficerator, what the mouth does, a really bright chamber of pink faceted crystal, eyes feeding on sparkle, wait for it, stuff happens,
