that's how it feels, c2 and c3, silica supsension, those pants smell, good mom vs. bad mom, throw that out, i thought i got it all out but a bit stuck and it got infected, immobolized crystal frequency syndrome, describing your surroundings back to yourself, feel where the hip is out, under a tent of blankets, mutiple transluscent layers one on top of the other, personal bomb style, that longing is what holds the universe together, real reality, whatever puts you back in touch with your nervous system, lots of gum, i don't know what happened to the large blue flourite octahedron, the mother of all mothers brand, to be held, greasy paper, invisble boots you need to first find and then step into, forgot how to walk, looking at things, the other encounter centre, things that mean things, i am writing this what you are reading, a form of relationship, not that mushroom motel, negative transformative acrchetypes, they sobbed until they both felt better, that gets more attention than that, multi coloured torroidal field, more whatever, the diagram helped a bit,
