oh i get to wake up, pass the butter, it's about variety, maybe one or two a month now, the dissolution of agendas, false floors and ceilings warehouse, i don't belong here, i need to renegotiate that, plastic lenses, crossed legs, as soon as i identify what i really want my whole body feels light, i can't sit at the computer anymore, the need to renegotiate plans, sucking cement, the right to be an animal, the right to be wild, where did that go?, dangerous opportunities, all my hair falling out, real and distant, stacks of pancakes, seeing the patterns in things, the hours spent cleaning, cooking grubs in banana leaves, no that is actually special, at some point somebody decided to try to organize things in such a way that productivity would be increased therefore reducing forms of challenge to survival and subsequently aspects of neurology began disintegrating, practice failing, nobody and you, oh the plug came out, there is never more or less anger at any given time, the relief you get when the memory doesn't seem to be there anymore, illusion free brand, when words just won't do say it with taco,
