reminderer

i don't know what this is or where i am, some of this requires utter abject isolation, none of this fits into the mother role, nunning, available to be loved by many, available to be asked questions of, available to kiss, i love what makes us, all of us and all of it, all the aspects i will never fulfill, that raw thing inside we are constantly trying to protect, reminderer, all dying for intimacy, i can't remember if i have used this line before, sure it reads well but if you saw me you might be disgusted, garbage everywhere, running water, você e tao sensitiva como eu, splenic flexure, can't look at those pictures anymore, the permaculture inside you, desire's desire, go ahead and change your mind, you need to come to the cow to milk her, the material i am made of, grabby, my speakers were all in the wrong place, the nest inside the nest, the tree inside the tree, projection is unavoidable, pinning, what do you think you are doing, gifts you don't know what to do with, if you have exited the parasite then it has been your host, all the levels of need, dirty river, i guess i could go out for a walk, the things i neglect so that i can do this, it isn't a matter of unsustainability, wreckless fufillment, my whole abdomen is swollen and i can't stop crying, the level of stimulation, check the temperature, pinning, shame as a function of opression, we still need time to explore, centres set up in communities where you can just go and practice sharing intimacy with others, i can't explain it, that's why books don't work, waveforms in all forms, what is in that compartment, i am scared about the new container collapsing, show me where i will live again, the appearance of distance serves a function, all kinds of trust practice, the physiology of transmutation, sounds good from afar, i don't want to look at that anymore, your attention is a form of feeding, then there is the sadistic version which i avoid at all costs, people who like to pretend they don't have needs, one giant seamless prayer, isthatevenaword?, so yah it doesn't stop,