nobody and you

oh i get to wake up, pass the butter, it's about variety, maybe one or two a month now, the dissolution of agendas, false floors and ceilings warehouse, i don't belong here, i need to renegotiate that, plastic lenses, crossed legs, as soon as i identify what i really want my whole body feels light, i can't sit at the computer anymore, the need to renegotiate plans, sucking cement, the right to be an animal, the right to be wild, where did that go?, dangerous opportunities, all my hair falling out, real and distant, stacks of pancakes, seeing the patterns in things, the hours spent cleaning, cooking grubs in banana leaves, no that is actually special, at some point somebody decided to try to organize things in such a way that productivity would be increased therefore reducing forms of challenge to survival and subsequently aspects of neurology began disintegrating, practice failing, nobody and you, oh the plug came out, there is never more or less anger at any given time, the relief you get when the memory doesn't seem to be there anymore, illusion free brand, when words just won't do say it with taco, 

the unfriend

bringing presents to black hole's birthday, my screen isn't that sensitive, i can't do this now, impulsive moves, the unfriend, it's the difference between cd's and mp3's, sitting brand, if you can project this onto you then you can, no shortage of breasts, big boy diapers, crab as soccer ball, listening to your own voice, knots in your back, heat throughout your body, cool tunes don't replace anything, when you really miss, pick you ups, that acid burns through the protective shell, i recommend exhaustion, wrong approach boulevard, my eyes are always my eyes, my response is my response, the value is apparently hidden, venusian nurturance, swollen digits, pulling teeth feeling, oh gross it is a schtick now, that level of frustration, cranky time for grown ups, seclusion is a requirement for deep listening at times, no your voice isn't appealing right now, scrubbing dirt floors, go back through the timeline, the first three months, sames aren't compatible, let's give a fuck, brick bodysuit, omg that is so like totally weird, something happened again, giant re-circulation system, i have seen it go around enough times to  know, yes there is a difference between 25 and 45 on the level of mind that depends on these concepts for it's very existence, me on display, soft hammer, frogs making love, false isn't the opposite of true, walking through a pond of glue, guts love food, you might want to shut up sometimes, the stretching container isn't necessarily happy about it, the difference between attachments and bonds, caring kills, enforcement of agreement is not order, milareapa building, the sound of one hand spanking, love chews you, the stage of the relationship where it feels like a giant acid trip that won't stop and can go on for years and each person is convinced the other person is making it happen, fiber optic hut in the fiber optic bush, the didactic nature, this is where you take over, boiling till soft, egg clutch, not always at the top of the wheel rotation, how do you know who i am talking to?, wishing it mattered when it doesn't, being the shell, how do you spell that, the days when indra's net became obvious to everybody everywhere, self imposed panopticonic level of experience, throw a carpet on it,

google tonglen

hurt is for hurting, this is boring, many me's, lots to love, chest cramp, doing some things the same doesn't mean anything, grey cubes, so what if clarity is subjective, clean it up, not responsible for that, giant paw playing with little crab, the power dynamic is obvious, of course it matters, boxes of pens, pads of paper, the shell cracked and hot water poured in, diamond in a safe, crap on the floor, people writing that nothing is happening to them, i am not a problem waiting to be solved, what i claim for myself i can offer to you, nobody else's job,  it is a responsibility, what hurts?, thoughts designed to doubt themselves, transmutation pumps that think they are special, it's a yes and a no, google tonglen, sure i can look at all of it with you, your conclusions are your conclusions, it really is that complex and that simple all at the same time, this goes to the value of integration, there is no right, crust in the nostril, gluing hair to a balloon, i don't know how long this body will last, interfering interference, it is a yes or a no, not particularly complex but what arises from it spawns infinite dimensionality, nothing to hold on to, the times you can see yourself as a lens, the freedom of knowing you are both, the language of violence, varying degrees of discomfort at any given time, i don't want to have to explain it anymore, that isn't a form of laziness, watching yourself doing yourself, believing things, put something on,

my inner your piece

zero possibility, would have been nice i guess, shoulder freeze, say goodbye, not ever anywhere, network maintenance, break points, the place where the road went thatta way, waving hard, this thing they say i am, numbed sacrum, i can't help you get it, that shaman dream, you need to look at that allegorically or metaphorically i dunno, wet smell, the sphere took up so much room you couldn't get your arms around it, the feeling of it pressing, late night brainwashing sessions, non existent dakini training academy, way too old for this, it needs you to be you, things you think you can do, it's waking up, all holes are portals, old man with a beard in a linen tunic who lives in a dirt cave, making yourself do things, what that feels like, overlapping similarities and their lack of compatibility, it is forms of opposites that work together to create harmony, right shoulder blade rub, stretched skin sacs, pieces of it drying in the sun, it looked ok at first, i bemusing, people aren't life rafts, recommended amounts of sleep, where did it go?, this was earned, patches in the road where the pavement is absent, rub some on the tip, chaos is a form of order, spelling it out for you, what happens when women realize they are still alive, canadian spelling, whatever it takes to protect this, squeeze the tube dry, how that feels, subject to this, the yoga of conflict and disillusionment, that is what philosophy is for, my voice still works, things that stick out, if we relax i am sure we can get it to fit, what comes through you are subject to, wet with fuzzy edges, hide the fact that you like that, more coffee, that energy exchange is actually a matter of life and death, wooden seat on top of a green velvet hill, behindcloseddoors syndrome, that doesn't even exist, fix what?, layered transparent circles, things that don't mean anything anymore, whatever it is you get from labeling yourself, lopsided muscle development as a metaphor for psychological comfort zones, nice ideas, people in rooms, electricity wants us to know each other, it seems obvious, the value of nothing, the intangible whole, i can't make it go away, it started out as a giant overreaction, things you want to explore that you have to pay people to look at with you because the content freaks everyone you know out, your pink holes, the streams of parents picking up their children after school, what is that for again?, my inner your piece, what possessed her?,