shared wounds brand

how should i know?, playing with rgb channels, why would i hate you? hellen kellering again, how much better it feels when you say what you mean, not buying another one, my visions are what i see, flesh cave, i had to download it again, on my knees bathed in gold, shared wounds brand, jasmine, piles of stones, smelling hair, friends coming out of the woodwork, stir in the melted butter, you cannot teach what you haven't integrated for yourself first, quite a few pens, things on the floor, cheeks feel tight, a wonderful book of pictures, all these tiny hot spots, someone to do those things with, salt water smell, that could take 5 years, what practical looks like, what fish?, i saw that, liquid ash, you might need to transmute it, in other words, words are a form of editing, snatched from your grasp, hatshepsut the king, you can tell what the unspoken is through feeling where the displacement is located, a room of silk pillows, clear and cozy, i couldn't do that anyways, watching a mineral melt, throw a potato in the oven, what is that gross feeling trying to communicate?, i wanted to write the word pillow again, fruits of the desert, a master servant, that can be read a variety of ways, it is as specific as that, innocent strategies, where our abdomens joined and formed a sphere that began a process of torroidal inmeshment, the post a day club, it's like being a sharpening stone, massaging the scalp, the body memory you can recall,

that electric thing is affecting you

human nest, the tap dried up, flesh cylinders, hormone generating sentences, grandma had her own way of writing, balding woman brand, friends who aren't your friends, you seriously have to fuck off, things i haven't said to dad ever, meatloaf 8 track, once the tube was fully squeezed there was nobody left from before, i guess i am the only one who notices that, it's right there, subtle disapproval signals, indefinite slobber under those conditions, sagging lobes, can you see me?, it isn't my problem if i am your problem, i am writing this anyways, seriously, serio, mom's basement, four thousand in the bank, the base fundamental inequalities that debase and degrade and enforce an artificial structure that claims what is natural in us, the muscle that pulls that, nothing sticks,

do what for money, you have no idea how much i don't want to be here, the last white man i had sex with, you have to turn the truck around, everything in that store is full of chemicals, that electric thing is affecting you, nice pen, pine needles in a puddle, worms on a sidewalk, deer card, i don't want to be anybody's wife, the suggestion that coffins are safe, patterns like that are common, this is what happens after the breakup, a ring of amanita muscaria around the trunk, quivering nerves in the left trapezoid, that distracted me from drawing, the lumps there, glistening fluids, chatoyant, racoons, water washing the sugar down, something at the end of that tunnel, coffee flavoured pumpkin spice, sucrose vs glucose, nobody cares, i ate most of the mc tavishes chocolate chip cookies in the jar on the counter by the stove when i was babysitting and i was never asked back, violet says this is a long poem, it's hard to tell anymore, coffee flavoured paper cups for coffee,

everything in the entire world

that looks good, those gaping holes, north noding,
black kyanite, itdidn'thurtthatmuch brand, opalescent orange, lumpy carpet gang, just use a mirror, cameras take pictures of your vision using your eyes, holding that position as long as you possibly can, kelp tea, it has to get that bad sometimes, i lost the list, years of self discovery, the bonds are neuro-chemical, seriously it isn't even real, some kind of thing, what you plan on buying, you are kneaded, if i was into promotion, the word unbearable, melting shelves, all things being equal there is no such thing as equality, child free time for mothers, the level of discomfort at any given time, insane vacuum, fed on paranoia and hormones, it really was a fountain of tears, inperceptable closeness, imagining things for yourself, a goodwill pillow, google: photons, the itchy lips were likened to the times, not trained for love?, it is against it, mutual reciprocal wounding, everything in the entire world, the way fear acts within every individual system, that smell, it is happening to you, the container dissolved, weird overlappy things, you may have to sit there and let it die, the opposite of thought is:, telepathy is proto language, yah it is real, holding onto something, it worked regardless of your level of understanding, too many texts, it felt like a bath of gold, i may be repeating myself, all that tugging made no difference, the ghost here smokes, put the pill in the food, mc yoga, they watered until it ran dry, different things for different reasons, consuming positions, i keep forgetting to do this,

personal bomb style

that's how it feels, c2 and c3, silica supsension, those pants smell, good mom vs. bad mom, throw that out, i thought i got it all out but a bit stuck and it got infected, immobolized crystal frequency syndrome, describing your surroundings back to yourself, feel where the hip is out, under a tent of blankets, mutiple transluscent layers one on top of the other, personal bomb style, that longing is what holds the universe together, real reality, whatever puts you back in touch with your nervous system, lots of gum, i don't know what happened to the large blue flourite octahedron, the mother of all mothers brand, to be held, greasy paper, invisble boots you need to first find and then step into, forgot how to walk, looking at things, the other encounter centre, things that mean things, i am writing this what you are reading, a form of relationship, not that mushroom motel, negative transformative acrchetypes, they sobbed until they both felt better, that gets more attention than that, multi coloured torroidal field, more whatever, the diagram helped a bit,

nothing resolves everything

upside down and backwards, things designed to make things, emotional discharge free zone, self writing poetry, the aeon, where'd i put my ear buds?, nobody taught me that, sharpen that, lids to things, plumping balls, surfaces that slide, it's stuck, stop already, the feeling you get when you don't understand something, what happens when you individuate and why you avoid it, nothing resolves everything, i got made this way, excuse for what?, put that there, take it with me where?, the loss of found, i'm hungry, apparently the soil is very red there, poetry for prizes, symbolically holding a position, the moment you realized you didn't need school, pathology as anything that entrenches itself then becomes rigid and stops the flow, i guess i could change my name back, some people can get you, stuffyoudon'tneed brand, gimme some, i couldn't wrap my head around that imposition, the need of needs, the nurturing monotonous dynamism of homoeostasis, i felt cleverer in the summer, you (i don't know what), all this hair, boxes of pens, old art, people who say things to you, the feeling you get when you are falling, i saw that somewhere, feed it, mouths made for other mouths, all that imagery got used up already, meu companheiro, dakini ten apparently, skype is good for something, forget reading, you have permission to not ask permission, yah you are that free, enough already, things that put you in touch with your reality, sounds of denial, promising men, buildings built for the sake of building, poetry gangs, being kneaded, university of the trees, mouth stuffed with crystals, i'm ok not living in vancouver, say goodbye to your room, non revenue producing activities,

nurturing identity

chewing textures, black plastic things, different kinds of keyborads, idea harvest, that is dehydrated, tastes like candy, keep the file open, all the help i can get, a crown of leaves from a rubber tree, that fits good, all the freedom in the world, plug that in, every part is permeable, things that surpress other things, mind carpet factory, sacral kneading, uterine economies, nurturing identity, me spelling it out for you, back the truck up, shaktipat in absentia, experimental lifestyles, scabs and bags, negotiating nothing, need request, empty cups, the thing that undoes all things, remember yourself, i need a farm, paratoid glands, that's a crush, international texting, procreative capability limitations, electronic sounds, what's familiar, multiple consecutive disasters, crystal tape, hobbled gait, pummel till soft, plant some, your jing, everyone's smell, theendoftheworld street, love dream, make your self comfortable, that chiron thing, i already know my way around your neighbourhood, those carpets weigh a ton, one giant bag, yab yum brand, wonderful powerful women, here's your line in my poem, paper spoon, in and of this, paper fur, remembering nothing, pens you hate, the sound of frequency,

global tongue

thought shapes, you are going to have to take care of that yourself, maybe this line relates to you, i want to get paid to watch, this could be causing you stress, back the fucking truck up, the need to be angry, leave the conversation, maybe i can't go a day without expressing it, is this a: 'who is tuffer contest?', hope that is in the right place, i dunno sometimes it is old music sometimes it's new, humans in their environment, actlikeitisnthappening happy hour, don't forget the comma, life as a form of self-avoidance, scratchy smell, non-agenda driven drives, sent my imaginary ears over there, crabstyle, she died, this reasonableness is killing me, eyes everywhere, that kind of sliding actually burned after a while, who are you and what do you want?, all those previously tested methods didn't work anymore, soft walls, things that used to mean something, your floor my ceiling, time spent alone, integration levels and saturation points, repeater lines, holograms only appear solid to other holograms, shaktipat in absentia, the looks you get when you are really having fun, sounded good enough, delightful strong odors, poem machine, one thought to the next, physical intimacy is a health requirement, what's in your hair?, stasis maintainance squad, the nature of love is complete support and dissolution simultaneously, there is no way out but through, dancing nerves, global tongue, rare friends, at one point the only relationship necessary was this, the exponential development as misunderstanding, principal guidance, i dare you to come, rendering decisions process, enforcement of criteria, stuff that spills, it doesn't make sense, craft beyond porn, pay for the priveledge, the myth of permssion and the simultaneous necessity for the same, cans of stuff, all these simultaneous things, appearing apperances, i don't think eyes were designed for that, the energy that keeps it from leaking, one thing is another, success is a form of failure,

believing lies

it comes out, they are right there, time to do it, i don't know how that happened, three stones, plastic atop paper, water snake brand, shhhhh, that was disgraceful, i dunno take a minute with it and consider for maybe a second before responding, spray on love, i'm a mind, another poisonous thing to buy, squeeze it, what ever it says, fruits on the ground dropping from trees, the spaces you have between jobs, someone just said rape is natural, when i saw how dry the cedars were becoming tears just came out, plank's thing, greasy paper, nerves and vascular tissue combined, waiting for something, i don't want my kid in school, barely doing that, the floor under the floor, dreaming over working, the valulessness of it, unrecognizable things, untradable objects, the loss of nothing, really just a series of yes's and no's, i forgot how to do that, transitional object cling, holding on to nothing, waiting like a war bride, i used to have a practice, what time is now?, skin on bone, give me back my neurochemical cascade, believing lies,

edges of meaning

i dunno this stuff just comes out, give weird, love sick enmeshment paradigm, singular double standards, you aren't going to like it, it felt better when i did what i wanted, sensitive to that, i don't want it to be nice, i can see myself doing that, way way weirder, what level of no?, insert obscure word here, i can't uncondition that for you, the benefits of constriction, the time it took me to get here, if i feel like drowning then that is how i feel, that crevice wouldn't show if something filled it up, that was me in the 90's, not worth losing quality for, brave skeleton, problems with the diaristic model may include offending those who are a part of  your life, this can also flip and be flattering depending on the content, if you were to feel me it would probably feel good, edges of meaning, oh whatever you do don't hurt his feelings, random sticker response, those animals are being anthropomorphised, emotional stain, it may be worth it to say what you really mean, the word 'worth', people who are traumatized by who and what you are, giant crystal sphere atop a geyser, that image isn't real, the gas that inflates the balloon, configurations that literally drain the system, all the energy was going into fruitful endeavours but then a mirror came and bypassed all the outgoing information justified by thinking it could be a stand in for all other feedback, high bottom, low top, the value of disconnection, as if you don't think exactly the same things yourself, how's it reading?, thinkyouknoweverythingbrand, rewards for recognizing may not be what you hoped, you can feel when things change, going on a 'me' date, it isn't about 'you', when you are dead you can't even try, yah that is my inner keener, the difference between silence and quiet, bring it to the table, kali needn't appologize for anything,

nobody and you

oh i get to wake up, pass the butter, it's about variety, maybe one or two a month now, the dissolution of agendas, false floors and ceilings warehouse, i don't belong here, i need to renegotiate that, plastic lenses, crossed legs, as soon as i identify what i really want my whole body feels light, i can't sit at the computer anymore, the need to renegotiate plans, sucking cement, the right to be an animal, the right to be wild, where did that go?, dangerous opportunities, all my hair falling out, real and distant, stacks of pancakes, seeing the patterns in things, the hours spent cleaning, cooking grubs in banana leaves, no that is actually special, at some point somebody decided to try to organize things in such a way that productivity would be increased therefore reducing forms of challenge to survival and subsequently aspects of neurology began disintegrating, practice failing, nobody and you, oh the plug came out, there is never more or less anger at any given time, the relief you get when the memory doesn't seem to be there anymore, illusion free brand, when words just won't do say it with taco, 

the unfriend

bringing presents to black hole's birthday, my screen isn't that sensitive, i can't do this now, impulsive moves, the unfriend, it's the difference between cd's and mp3's, sitting brand, if you can project this onto you then you can, no shortage of breasts, big boy diapers, crab as soccer ball, listening to your own voice, knots in your back, heat throughout your body, cool tunes don't replace anything, when you really miss, pick you ups, that acid burns through the protective shell, i recommend exhaustion, wrong approach boulevard, my eyes are always my eyes, my response is my response, the value is apparently hidden, venusian nurturance, swollen digits, pulling teeth feeling, oh gross it is a schtick now, that level of frustration, cranky time for grown ups, seclusion is a requirement for deep listening at times, no your voice isn't appealing right now, scrubbing dirt floors, go back through the timeline, the first three months, sames aren't compatible, let's give a fuck, brick bodysuit, omg that is so like totally weird, something happened again, giant re-circulation system, i have seen it go around enough times to  know, yes there is a difference between 25 and 45 on the level of mind that depends on these concepts for it's very existence, me on display, soft hammer, frogs making love, false isn't the opposite of true, walking through a pond of glue, guts love food, you might want to shut up sometimes, the stretching container isn't necessarily happy about it, the difference between attachments and bonds, caring kills, enforcement of agreement is not order, milareapa building, the sound of one hand spanking, love chews you, the stage of the relationship where it feels like a giant acid trip that won't stop and can go on for years and each person is convinced the other person is making it happen, fiber optic hut in the fiber optic bush, the didactic nature, this is where you take over, boiling till soft, egg clutch, not always at the top of the wheel rotation, how do you know who i am talking to?, wishing it mattered when it doesn't, being the shell, how do you spell that, the days when indra's net became obvious to everybody everywhere, self imposed panopticonic level of experience, throw a carpet on it,

google tonglen

hurt is for hurting, this is boring, many me's, lots to love, chest cramp, doing some things the same doesn't mean anything, grey cubes, so what if clarity is subjective, clean it up, not responsible for that, giant paw playing with little crab, the power dynamic is obvious, of course it matters, boxes of pens, pads of paper, the shell cracked and hot water poured in, diamond in a safe, crap on the floor, people writing that nothing is happening to them, i am not a problem waiting to be solved, what i claim for myself i can offer to you, nobody else's job,  it is a responsibility, what hurts?, thoughts designed to doubt themselves, transmutation pumps that think they are special, it's a yes and a no, google tonglen, sure i can look at all of it with you, your conclusions are your conclusions, it really is that complex and that simple all at the same time, this goes to the value of integration, there is no right, crust in the nostril, gluing hair to a balloon, i don't know how long this body will last, interfering interference, it is a yes or a no, not particularly complex but what arises from it spawns infinite dimensionality, nothing to hold on to, the times you can see yourself as a lens, the freedom of knowing you are both, the language of violence, varying degrees of discomfort at any given time, i don't want to have to explain it anymore, that isn't a form of laziness, watching yourself doing yourself, believing things, put something on,

my inner your piece

zero possibility, would have been nice i guess, shoulder freeze, say goodbye, not ever anywhere, network maintenance, break points, the place where the road went thatta way, waving hard, this thing they say i am, numbed sacrum, i can't help you get it, that shaman dream, you need to look at that allegorically or metaphorically i dunno, wet smell, the sphere took up so much room you couldn't get your arms around it, the feeling of it pressing, late night brainwashing sessions, non existent dakini training academy, way too old for this, it needs you to be you, things you think you can do, it's waking up, all holes are portals, old man with a beard in a linen tunic who lives in a dirt cave, making yourself do things, what that feels like, overlapping similarities and their lack of compatibility, it is forms of opposites that work together to create harmony, right shoulder blade rub, stretched skin sacs, pieces of it drying in the sun, it looked ok at first, i bemusing, people aren't life rafts, recommended amounts of sleep, where did it go?, this was earned, patches in the road where the pavement is absent, rub some on the tip, chaos is a form of order, spelling it out for you, what happens when women realize they are still alive, canadian spelling, whatever it takes to protect this, squeeze the tube dry, how that feels, subject to this, the yoga of conflict and disillusionment, that is what philosophy is for, my voice still works, things that stick out, if we relax i am sure we can get it to fit, what comes through you are subject to, wet with fuzzy edges, hide the fact that you like that, more coffee, that energy exchange is actually a matter of life and death, wooden seat on top of a green velvet hill, behindcloseddoors syndrome, that doesn't even exist, fix what?, layered transparent circles, things that don't mean anything anymore, whatever it is you get from labeling yourself, lopsided muscle development as a metaphor for psychological comfort zones, nice ideas, people in rooms, electricity wants us to know each other, it seems obvious, the value of nothing, the intangible whole, i can't make it go away, it started out as a giant overreaction, things you want to explore that you have to pay people to look at with you because the content freaks everyone you know out, your pink holes, the streams of parents picking up their children after school, what is that for again?, my inner your piece, what possessed her?,

nobody knows anybody

succumblimation, resistance to work is work, the focus it takes to get all this done, nobody wants to get out of bed sometimes, t-shirt designs, my fingernails keep growing, your amnesia is a survival mechanism, no better idea today than yesterday, cerebral spinal fluid, the nature of this and it's effect on that, tongue quality, take a look at that, websites for yoga, the marketing of everything, this goes to the idea that everything you already are is being parceled and sold back to you in bizarre ways that you needn't agree to, giving the cream away for free, nothing but work, the trouble with honesty, i mistook the dog bed for a giant brown mushroom, qualities that only occur in isolation, i am here, openness is nothing without the closed, plastic invasion, the inning and outing of everything, how that relates to sex, feed artists, all these things the demand repression so that you may survive longer, it is one kind of trade or another, shaman types, weird design, what rescue?, viewing the inside of a torsion field, how do you spell that?, intimacy services, more coffee, food distribution systems and their relationship to the military industrial complex, fancy people, delightful stuff, sometimes i have to retype it 5 or 6 times, waking up one day, whatever you can do to maintain your dopamine levels, fire pouch, observing facial expressions, giant smiles of recognition, bodies untouched, hairs and scabs, nobody knows anybody, what you are and what people think you are, handy numbness, chaos formula, answers don't mean anything but are intellectually satisfying, trauma bonding is still bonding, you tell me, maintaining a certain distance seems necessary, the depth of nothing, surprise you are awake, cow sits, i am not going to make her do anything, you come closer, i forgot what that is supposed to mean, me me me me me, i can't sit to close to that hard drive, where you belong, voice licks ear, don't try and tell me that isn't sex, scorpio moon works hard to get you real, choose your poison, wondering which one feels better?, getting closer i could see how i needed that apparatus desperately, spellcheck senior high, stretch factor 8, isthisnanygood brand,

logos for things

forgetting what is inside, making more coffee, bilateral split, help me get that outta there, which grey is best? complete and utter disinterest, flat tires, i don't understand what is happening to me, it doesn't seem possible, me looking though my eyes that were not my eyes, touching my face, it just happened, what can i tell you?, if you do or don't do something will happen, that was the internal dialogue for sure, where are we going again?, the need to make contact, you want connection, problems that come from the mind creating recursive loops that bypass the ability to be intimate therefore reducing the ability to meet real needs, thin crystal egg shell, this is not personal though it happens to you, overlapping venn diagrams of selves, that inside is outside, exhaust that muscle to the point where it is finally ready to collapse, edges of unworthiness, something sharp and inflexible inside of a blob of tissue, requests to meet needs, there is no possibility that nobody understands what you are talking about, the concept of your own mortality, i don't want to be reminded so go away, it's actually all you want, wanting it all to your selfness, how that is impossible as well, those super hot kisses in the undergrad gallery, just get away from me, i do way better at  a distance, learned incompetency, relationships are stronger if they remain invisible, messier than usual, trust what?, i need all this time to myself, hormonal fluctuations, ornate mythologies, the expression of unconscious material, how we see it in others, hold it right up to my face, it felt so soft, bag made of fat filled with water, logos for things, spreading and parting, sifting and sorting, know about what?, drained that resevoir, messier than usual, the pot is for stirring, compersion meditation, all my hair is falling out, keepitcomfybrand, others as self regulation devices, both given to both, harmonizing layers, lovebug, why are you so cute?, mind blowing for beginners, love school, orficerator, what the mouth does, a really bright chamber of pink faceted crystal, eyes feeding on sparkle, wait for it, stuff happens,