this is how i roll

that word, sitting back on it, buckets and bowls of it, people who have to act like they have nothing to do with you, backchannel method, lua cheia, left the cap off, need to pick those things up to clean under them, i can't think of a stupider way of doing things, my ears are plugged, endure this neglect, i stretched enough to hold all this and that, all the stories that people tell you, all the things you have a difficult time parting with, rip your own band-aid off, nothing fancy going on here, clear crystal sphere resting in the center of my head, soft cow, noodles, relative safety, dogma and what it does for you, i'll take the pictures if there is nobody else around to take them, it isn't personal it is neuro-chemical, i still don't know what that means again, no she's sleeping, self-musing, rose petals falling on marble stairs that descend into the ocean, trust me it isn't called aoneway street, virtual holidays never made manifest, it's portuguese, married to that blue geyser inside me already, i'm hungry, guess i need to change my settings, if she is scared there will be no milk, i looked over the seats at them and said they look dead, you want to make love, 'that's ok' brand, you won't want to stop making love, you just want to fuck and fuck and fuck and fuck, that sphere isn't going anywhere, hold still while i point the blue part of the rainbow into your eye, this is how i roll, open wide, sometimes you get to be that other person's last straw, ticklish laughs, the story where nobody get's their needs met, the need for solitude, find out what is true and operate from that place, sometimes i can see you sitting right next to me, when i went outside to look my whole mailbox was stuffed, you can suck from her tit and she'll lick your bum clean, feeding and cleaning, the whole point of dying without regret is that you live into the things you want for yourself now whatever they may be, store for people who think they need things, complete utter total denial toothpaste, fears fence freedom, you can do whatever you want in your mind, i can see, you aren't here to not affect others, we are all shaping each other, giant four sided pyramid in the middle of a modern city, stuff flying everywhere, nice isn't helping anyone,