personal bomb style

that's how it feels, c2 and c3, silica supsension, those pants smell, good mom vs. bad mom, throw that out, i thought i got it all out but a bit stuck and it got infected, immobolized crystal frequency syndrome, describing your surroundings back to yourself, feel where the hip is out, under a tent of blankets, mutiple transluscent layers one on top of the other, personal bomb style, that longing is what holds the universe together, real reality, whatever puts you back in touch with your nervous system, lots of gum, i don't know what happened to the large blue flourite octahedron, the mother of all mothers brand, to be held, greasy paper, invisble boots you need to first find and then step into, forgot how to walk, looking at things, the other encounter centre, things that mean things, i am writing this what you are reading, a form of relationship, not that mushroom motel, negative transformative acrchetypes, they sobbed until they both felt better, that gets more attention than that, multi coloured torroidal field, more whatever, the diagram helped a bit,

nothing resolves everything

upside down and backwards, things designed to make things, emotional discharge free zone, self writing poetry, the aeon, where'd i put my ear buds?, nobody taught me that, sharpen that, lids to things, plumping balls, surfaces that slide, it's stuck, stop already, the feeling you get when you don't understand something, what happens when you individuate and why you avoid it, nothing resolves everything, i got made this way, excuse for what?, put that there, take it with me where?, the loss of found, i'm hungry, apparently the soil is very red there, poetry for prizes, symbolically holding a position, the moment you realized you didn't need school, pathology as anything that entrenches itself then becomes rigid and stops the flow, i guess i could change my name back, some people can get you, stuffyoudon'tneed brand, gimme some, i couldn't wrap my head around that imposition, the need of needs, the nurturing monotonous dynamism of homoeostasis, i felt cleverer in the summer, you (i don't know what), all this hair, boxes of pens, old art, people who say things to you, the feeling you get when you are falling, i saw that somewhere, feed it, mouths made for other mouths, all that imagery got used up already, meu companheiro, dakini ten apparently, skype is good for something, forget reading, you have permission to not ask permission, yah you are that free, enough already, things that put you in touch with your reality, sounds of denial, promising men, buildings built for the sake of building, poetry gangs, being kneaded, university of the trees, mouth stuffed with crystals, i'm ok not living in vancouver, say goodbye to your room, non revenue producing activities,

nurturing identity

chewing textures, black plastic things, different kinds of keyborads, idea harvest, that is dehydrated, tastes like candy, keep the file open, all the help i can get, a crown of leaves from a rubber tree, that fits good, all the freedom in the world, plug that in, every part is permeable, things that surpress other things, mind carpet factory, sacral kneading, uterine economies, nurturing identity, me spelling it out for you, back the truck up, shaktipat in absentia, experimental lifestyles, scabs and bags, negotiating nothing, need request, empty cups, the thing that undoes all things, remember yourself, i need a farm, paratoid glands, that's a crush, international texting, procreative capability limitations, electronic sounds, what's familiar, multiple consecutive disasters, crystal tape, hobbled gait, pummel till soft, plant some, your jing, everyone's smell, theendoftheworld street, love dream, make your self comfortable, that chiron thing, i already know my way around your neighbourhood, those carpets weigh a ton, one giant bag, yab yum brand, wonderful powerful women, here's your line in my poem, paper spoon, in and of this, paper fur, remembering nothing, pens you hate, the sound of frequency,

global tongue

thought shapes, you are going to have to take care of that yourself, maybe this line relates to you, i want to get paid to watch, this could be causing you stress, back the fucking truck up, the need to be angry, leave the conversation, maybe i can't go a day without expressing it, is this a: 'who is tuffer contest?', hope that is in the right place, i dunno sometimes it is old music sometimes it's new, humans in their environment, actlikeitisnthappening happy hour, don't forget the comma, life as a form of self-avoidance, scratchy smell, non-agenda driven drives, sent my imaginary ears over there, crabstyle, she died, this reasonableness is killing me, eyes everywhere, that kind of sliding actually burned after a while, who are you and what do you want?, all those previously tested methods didn't work anymore, soft walls, things that used to mean something, your floor my ceiling, time spent alone, integration levels and saturation points, repeater lines, holograms only appear solid to other holograms, shaktipat in absentia, the looks you get when you are really having fun, sounded good enough, delightful strong odors, poem machine, one thought to the next, physical intimacy is a health requirement, what's in your hair?, stasis maintainance squad, the nature of love is complete support and dissolution simultaneously, there is no way out but through, dancing nerves, global tongue, rare friends, at one point the only relationship necessary was this, the exponential development as misunderstanding, principal guidance, i dare you to come, rendering decisions process, enforcement of criteria, stuff that spills, it doesn't make sense, craft beyond porn, pay for the priveledge, the myth of permssion and the simultaneous necessity for the same, cans of stuff, all these simultaneous things, appearing apperances, i don't think eyes were designed for that, the energy that keeps it from leaking, one thing is another, success is a form of failure,