nurturing identity

chewing textures, black plastic things, different kinds of keyborads, idea harvest, that is dehydrated, tastes like candy, keep the file open, all the help i can get, a crown of leaves from a rubber tree, that fits good, all the freedom in the world, plug that in, every part is permeable, things that surpress other things, mind carpet factory, sacral kneading, uterine economies, nurturing identity, me spelling it out for you, back the truck up, shaktipat in absentia, experimental lifestyles, scabs and bags, negotiating nothing, need request, empty cups, the thing that undoes all things, remember yourself, i need a farm, paratoid glands, that's a crush, international texting, procreative capability limitations, electronic sounds, what's familiar, multiple consecutive disasters, crystal tape, hobbled gait, pummel till soft, plant some, your jing, everyone's smell, theendoftheworld street, love dream, make your self comfortable, that chiron thing, i already know my way around your neighbourhood, those carpets weigh a ton, one giant bag, yab yum brand, wonderful powerful women, here's your line in my poem, paper spoon, in and of this, paper fur, remembering nothing, pens you hate, the sound of frequency,

global tongue

thought shapes, you are going to have to take care of that yourself, maybe this line relates to you, i want to get paid to watch, this could be causing you stress, back the fucking truck up, the need to be angry, leave the conversation, maybe i can't go a day without expressing it, is this a: 'who is tuffer contest?', hope that is in the right place, i dunno sometimes it is old music sometimes it's new, humans in their environment, actlikeitisnthappening happy hour, don't forget the comma, life as a form of self-avoidance, scratchy smell, non-agenda driven drives, sent my imaginary ears over there, crabstyle, she died, this reasonableness is killing me, eyes everywhere, that kind of sliding actually burned after a while, who are you and what do you want?, all those previously tested methods didn't work anymore, soft walls, things that used to mean something, your floor my ceiling, time spent alone, integration levels and saturation points, repeater lines, holograms only appear solid to other holograms, shaktipat in absentia, the looks you get when you are really having fun, sounded good enough, delightful strong odors, poem machine, one thought to the next, physical intimacy is a health requirement, what's in your hair?, stasis maintainance squad, the nature of love is complete support and dissolution simultaneously, there is no way out but through, dancing nerves, global tongue, rare friends, at one point the only relationship necessary was this, the exponential development as misunderstanding, principal guidance, i dare you to come, rendering decisions process, enforcement of criteria, stuff that spills, it doesn't make sense, craft beyond porn, pay for the priveledge, the myth of permssion and the simultaneous necessity for the same, cans of stuff, all these simultaneous things, appearing apperances, i don't think eyes were designed for that, the energy that keeps it from leaking, one thing is another, success is a form of failure,

believing lies

it comes out, they are right there, time to do it, i don't know how that happened, three stones, plastic atop paper, water snake brand, shhhhh, that was disgraceful, i dunno take a minute with it and consider for maybe a second before responding, spray on love, i'm a mind, another poisonous thing to buy, squeeze it, what ever it says, fruits on the ground dropping from trees, the spaces you have between jobs, someone just said rape is natural, when i saw how dry the cedars were becoming tears just came out, plank's thing, greasy paper, nerves and vascular tissue combined, waiting for something, i don't want my kid in school, barely doing that, the floor under the floor, dreaming over working, the valulessness of it, unrecognizable things, untradable objects, the loss of nothing, really just a series of yes's and no's, i forgot how to do that, transitional object cling, holding on to nothing, waiting like a war bride, i used to have a practice, what time is now?, skin on bone, give me back my neurochemical cascade, believing lies,

edges of meaning

i dunno this stuff just comes out, give weird, love sick enmeshment paradigm, singular double standards, you aren't going to like it, it felt better when i did what i wanted, sensitive to that, i don't want it to be nice, i can see myself doing that, way way weirder, what level of no?, insert obscure word here, i can't uncondition that for you, the benefits of constriction, the time it took me to get here, if i feel like drowning then that is how i feel, that crevice wouldn't show if something filled it up, that was me in the 90's, not worth losing quality for, brave skeleton, problems with the diaristic model may include offending those who are a part of  your life, this can also flip and be flattering depending on the content, if you were to feel me it would probably feel good, edges of meaning, oh whatever you do don't hurt his feelings, random sticker response, those animals are being anthropomorphised, emotional stain, it may be worth it to say what you really mean, the word 'worth', people who are traumatized by who and what you are, giant crystal sphere atop a geyser, that image isn't real, the gas that inflates the balloon, configurations that literally drain the system, all the energy was going into fruitful endeavours but then a mirror came and bypassed all the outgoing information justified by thinking it could be a stand in for all other feedback, high bottom, low top, the value of disconnection, as if you don't think exactly the same things yourself, how's it reading?, thinkyouknoweverythingbrand, rewards for recognizing may not be what you hoped, you can feel when things change, going on a 'me' date, it isn't about 'you', when you are dead you can't even try, yah that is my inner keener, the difference between silence and quiet, bring it to the table, kali needn't appologize for anything,