my inner your piece

zero possibility, would have been nice i guess, shoulder freeze, say goodbye, not ever anywhere, network maintenance, break points, the place where the road went thatta way, waving hard, this thing they say i am, numbed sacrum, i can't help you get it, that shaman dream, you need to look at that allegorically or metaphorically i dunno, wet smell, the sphere took up so much room you couldn't get your arms around it, the feeling of it pressing, late night brainwashing sessions, non existent dakini training academy, way too old for this, it needs you to be you, things you think you can do, it's waking up, all holes are portals, old man with a beard in a linen tunic who lives in a dirt cave, making yourself do things, what that feels like, overlapping similarities and their lack of compatibility, it is forms of opposites that work together to create harmony, right shoulder blade rub, stretched skin sacs, pieces of it drying in the sun, it looked ok at first, i bemusing, people aren't life rafts, recommended amounts of sleep, where did it go?, this was earned, patches in the road where the pavement is absent, rub some on the tip, chaos is a form of order, spelling it out for you, what happens when women realize they are still alive, canadian spelling, whatever it takes to protect this, squeeze the tube dry, how that feels, subject to this, the yoga of conflict and disillusionment, that is what philosophy is for, my voice still works, things that stick out, if we relax i am sure we can get it to fit, what comes through you are subject to, wet with fuzzy edges, hide the fact that you like that, more coffee, that energy exchange is actually a matter of life and death, wooden seat on top of a green velvet hill, behindcloseddoors syndrome, that doesn't even exist, fix what?, layered transparent circles, things that don't mean anything anymore, whatever it is you get from labeling yourself, lopsided muscle development as a metaphor for psychological comfort zones, nice ideas, people in rooms, electricity wants us to know each other, it seems obvious, the value of nothing, the intangible whole, i can't make it go away, it started out as a giant overreaction, things you want to explore that you have to pay people to look at with you because the content freaks everyone you know out, your pink holes, the streams of parents picking up their children after school, what is that for again?, my inner your piece, what possessed her?,

nobody knows anybody

succumblimation, resistance to work is work, the focus it takes to get all this done, nobody wants to get out of bed sometimes, t-shirt designs, my fingernails keep growing, your amnesia is a survival mechanism, no better idea today than yesterday, cerebral spinal fluid, the nature of this and it's effect on that, tongue quality, take a look at that, websites for yoga, the marketing of everything, this goes to the idea that everything you already are is being parceled and sold back to you in bizarre ways that you needn't agree to, giving the cream away for free, nothing but work, the trouble with honesty, i mistook the dog bed for a giant brown mushroom, qualities that only occur in isolation, i am here, openness is nothing without the closed, plastic invasion, the inning and outing of everything, how that relates to sex, feed artists, all these things the demand repression so that you may survive longer, it is one kind of trade or another, shaman types, weird design, what rescue?, viewing the inside of a torsion field, how do you spell that?, intimacy services, more coffee, food distribution systems and their relationship to the military industrial complex, fancy people, delightful stuff, sometimes i have to retype it 5 or 6 times, waking up one day, whatever you can do to maintain your dopamine levels, fire pouch, observing facial expressions, giant smiles of recognition, bodies untouched, hairs and scabs, nobody knows anybody, what you are and what people think you are, handy numbness, chaos formula, answers don't mean anything but are intellectually satisfying, trauma bonding is still bonding, you tell me, maintaining a certain distance seems necessary, the depth of nothing, surprise you are awake, cow sits, i am not going to make her do anything, you come closer, i forgot what that is supposed to mean, me me me me me, i can't sit to close to that hard drive, where you belong, voice licks ear, don't try and tell me that isn't sex, scorpio moon works hard to get you real, choose your poison, wondering which one feels better?, getting closer i could see how i needed that apparatus desperately, spellcheck senior high, stretch factor 8, isthisnanygood brand,

logos for things

forgetting what is inside, making more coffee, bilateral split, help me get that outta there, which grey is best? complete and utter disinterest, flat tires, i don't understand what is happening to me, it doesn't seem possible, me looking though my eyes that were not my eyes, touching my face, it just happened, what can i tell you?, if you do or don't do something will happen, that was the internal dialogue for sure, where are we going again?, the need to make contact, you want connection, problems that come from the mind creating recursive loops that bypass the ability to be intimate therefore reducing the ability to meet real needs, thin crystal egg shell, this is not personal though it happens to you, overlapping venn diagrams of selves, that inside is outside, exhaust that muscle to the point where it is finally ready to collapse, edges of unworthiness, something sharp and inflexible inside of a blob of tissue, requests to meet needs, there is no possibility that nobody understands what you are talking about, the concept of your own mortality, i don't want to be reminded so go away, it's actually all you want, wanting it all to your selfness, how that is impossible as well, those super hot kisses in the undergrad gallery, just get away from me, i do way better at  a distance, learned incompetency, relationships are stronger if they remain invisible, messier than usual, trust what?, i need all this time to myself, hormonal fluctuations, ornate mythologies, the expression of unconscious material, how we see it in others, hold it right up to my face, it felt so soft, bag made of fat filled with water, logos for things, spreading and parting, sifting and sorting, know about what?, drained that resevoir, messier than usual, the pot is for stirring, compersion meditation, all my hair is falling out, keepitcomfybrand, others as self regulation devices, both given to both, harmonizing layers, lovebug, why are you so cute?, mind blowing for beginners, love school, orficerator, what the mouth does, a really bright chamber of pink faceted crystal, eyes feeding on sparkle, wait for it, stuff happens,

inner vision