believing lies

it comes out, they are right there, time to do it, i don't know how that happened, three stones, plastic atop paper, water snake brand, shhhhh, that was disgraceful, i dunno take a minute with it and consider for maybe a second before responding, spray on love, i'm a mind, another poisonous thing to buy, squeeze it, what ever it says, fruits on the ground dropping from trees, the spaces you have between jobs, someone just said rape is natural, when i saw how dry the cedars were becoming tears just came out, plank's thing, greasy paper, nerves and vascular tissue combined, waiting for something, i don't want my kid in school, barely doing that, the floor under the floor, dreaming over working, the valulessness of it, unrecognizable things, untradable objects, the loss of nothing, really just a series of yes's and no's, i forgot how to do that, transitional object cling, holding on to nothing, waiting like a war bride, i used to have a practice, what time is now?, skin on bone, give me back my neurochemical cascade, believing lies,

edges of meaning

i dunno this stuff just comes out, give weird, love sick enmeshment paradigm, singular double standards, you aren't going to like it, it felt better when i did what i wanted, sensitive to that, i don't want it to be nice, i can see myself doing that, way way weirder, what level of no?, insert obscure word here, i can't uncondition that for you, the benefits of constriction, the time it took me to get here, if i feel like drowning then that is how i feel, that crevice wouldn't show if something filled it up, that was me in the 90's, not worth losing quality for, brave skeleton, problems with the diaristic model may include offending those who are a part of  your life, this can also flip and be flattering depending on the content, if you were to feel me it would probably feel good, edges of meaning, oh whatever you do don't hurt his feelings, random sticker response, those animals are being anthropomorphised, emotional stain, it may be worth it to say what you really mean, the word 'worth', people who are traumatized by who and what you are, giant crystal sphere atop a geyser, that image isn't real, the gas that inflates the balloon, configurations that literally drain the system, all the energy was going into fruitful endeavours but then a mirror came and bypassed all the outgoing information justified by thinking it could be a stand in for all other feedback, high bottom, low top, the value of disconnection, as if you don't think exactly the same things yourself, how's it reading?, thinkyouknoweverythingbrand, rewards for recognizing may not be what you hoped, you can feel when things change, going on a 'me' date, it isn't about 'you', when you are dead you can't even try, yah that is my inner keener, the difference between silence and quiet, bring it to the table, kali needn't appologize for anything,

nobody and you

oh i get to wake up, pass the butter, it's about variety, maybe one or two a month now, the dissolution of agendas, false floors and ceilings warehouse, i don't belong here, i need to renegotiate that, plastic lenses, crossed legs, as soon as i identify what i really want my whole body feels light, i can't sit at the computer anymore, the need to renegotiate plans, sucking cement, the right to be an animal, the right to be wild, where did that go?, dangerous opportunities, all my hair falling out, real and distant, stacks of pancakes, seeing the patterns in things, the hours spent cleaning, cooking grubs in banana leaves, no that is actually special, at some point somebody decided to try to organize things in such a way that productivity would be increased therefore reducing forms of challenge to survival and subsequently aspects of neurology began disintegrating, practice failing, nobody and you, oh the plug came out, there is never more or less anger at any given time, the relief you get when the memory doesn't seem to be there anymore, illusion free brand, when words just won't do say it with taco, 

the unfriend

bringing presents to black hole's birthday, my screen isn't that sensitive, i can't do this now, impulsive moves, the unfriend, it's the difference between cd's and mp3's, sitting brand, if you can project this onto you then you can, no shortage of breasts, big boy diapers, crab as soccer ball, listening to your own voice, knots in your back, heat throughout your body, cool tunes don't replace anything, when you really miss, pick you ups, that acid burns through the protective shell, i recommend exhaustion, wrong approach boulevard, my eyes are always my eyes, my response is my response, the value is apparently hidden, venusian nurturance, swollen digits, pulling teeth feeling, oh gross it is a schtick now, that level of frustration, cranky time for grown ups, seclusion is a requirement for deep listening at times, no your voice isn't appealing right now, scrubbing dirt floors, go back through the timeline, the first three months, sames aren't compatible, let's give a fuck, brick bodysuit, omg that is so like totally weird, something happened again, giant re-circulation system, i have seen it go around enough times to  know, yes there is a difference between 25 and 45 on the level of mind that depends on these concepts for it's very existence, me on display, soft hammer, frogs making love, false isn't the opposite of true, walking through a pond of glue, guts love food, you might want to shut up sometimes, the stretching container isn't necessarily happy about it, the difference between attachments and bonds, caring kills, enforcement of agreement is not order, milareapa building, the sound of one hand spanking, love chews you, the stage of the relationship where it feels like a giant acid trip that won't stop and can go on for years and each person is convinced the other person is making it happen, fiber optic hut in the fiber optic bush, the didactic nature, this is where you take over, boiling till soft, egg clutch, not always at the top of the wheel rotation, how do you know who i am talking to?, wishing it mattered when it doesn't, being the shell, how do you spell that, the days when indra's net became obvious to everybody everywhere, self imposed panopticonic level of experience, throw a carpet on it,